looking back

I'm putting together the final set list for The House of my sophomore year

Who would have thought that age 19 I would have been in charge of something this important

Really it's beyond me how I made it here

Couldn't tell you how or why or any of this and how it came to be but I'm here

And I'm eternally grateful

Like for real

I don't deserve any of it

But I've been given this opportunity to play music and lead others in worship

I screw up daily just like everyone else

But when it comes down to it I have Tuesday nights

These nights I just forget all the crap that Satan tries to wear me down with

I got a guitar

My voice

A top notch band that could play with any body

And I just worship

It took me awhile to get to that point

But I think I'm there

Joe pointed it out to me last Tuesday that my countenance on stage had changed

And honestly I just realized how nothing else matters

Joel Houston says, "I kinda feel like I don't know anything except the one thing. If we can just understand the one thing then maybe that's all that we need to do..."

I think I fully understand this finally

I can't wait till Tuesday...